I wish the world was only Black and White

well its finally official. I am in gr. 12. My last year. How sad and joyful .. i mean gr.12 is a paradox. It has hit me that today is my first last day of highschool. Weird. It was actually a pretty decent day. I am scared though about history and geography.. i want to do good but i dont have the confidance right now that i will do good. but maybe things will change. Tongiht me and leah and ali and brylee and danielle went to red eyes. It was really good haha brylee screammed so loud i couldnt contain the laughter. It reminds me that I love to laugh. Laughter is just soo heart lifting and relieving.. it makes my day 10 times better. Today i woke up with a positive attidtude and a smile on my face and well i cant believe that because i did my day ended well too. I got to walk in my beautiful town and capture the beauty that is all around us everyday. I am trying to everyday appreciate life just a little better , just take a breath of fresh air and be happy that we live in a wholesome community. some times i wonder if i iwll ever return here. Will i just leave here and never return? i will miss it here and my memories will be forever but will i actually forget the glory that this town holds. Sometimes i say i hate it but do i really dislike this town that much that i use the word hate? The past few weeks i haev realized that hate is a strong word. People always say it is but i dont think I have ever believed them... but it is... Another new goal is to try NOT to say hate. Lets see if i can do it. I am reading a short story book right now and its very moving.in the introduction a quote was used from a novel and it goes like this
"The tears that prickled his eyes broke his bonds, and fled, while she sat and cried for all things lost"
what a powerful quote. It can mean many things to many people and i cant explain it in my own words.
well something funny....
what did snoop dog say to 50 cent when he caught him knitting?



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peace out all you craigs